Love and Marriage

Ironically enough I got a taste of what I was looking for.
Today, my boss left me at work alone to fend for myself when she and a co-worker went to a meeting or something. So here I was; sitting in the office, answering calls, checking emails and just hanging out. It was pretty cool! I got do whatever I wanted for about 3 hours.
My favorite part of my day would have to be when my boyfriend came and brought me lunch. I got a taste of grown up life. Life with him.
If you had asked me 2 years ago if I wanted to get married or fall in love I couldn't have given you an honest answer. I was scared. I was unsure. I was lost.
So many events in my life, both chosen by me and not, have given me all the reason in the world to disregard love forever, completely and totally.
But it is true when they say that you meet that person and you know. Every doubt, every worry and every fear slowly goes away and it is just you and the person you love most in this world standing together to start I life. So as I stand here with him, my beloved, my chosen love, I am happy and complete.
I love love!