Friday, March 20, 2009

Morality may consist solely in the courage of making a choice.

On this past Tuesday I left my car key in my first class. I didn't realize I had lost it until the end of my last class 6 hours later. When I went to the classroom where I had left it, I found nothing.
At that exact moment, as I walked to the College Police I thought of all of the dishonest people out there who could have taken the key, left it in the room for someone else to find. Even gone to my car and taken everything out of it!!
To my surprise, when I got to the office they were there. I love days like that. There is still good in the world!!
So be honest and remember the time is always right to do what is right.

Thank you, whoever you are.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

A Sunday well spent brings a week of content.


Happy Sunday everyone!
Anyone know what that means? Yep, back to work or school. I have had a pretty good Spring Break. But today has been pretty nice. I have spent hours watching movies as I clean my room. I have started my diet again today, looking forward to loosing some pounds in the upcoming weeks.
So I just hope that everything I have accomplished today will help me have a good week with more and more things getting done.

Sometimes I have these feelings like I do not do anything. I hate looking back on a weekend or day that I didn't get anything done or accomplished and I feel LAME and LAZY.

So, with a clean room and an overflowing trashcan, I hope to have a full week of productiveness!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Love and Marriage


Ironically enough I got a taste of what I was looking for.
Today, my boss left me at work alone to fend for myself when she and a co-worker went to a meeting or something. So here I was; sitting in the office, answering calls, checking emails and just hanging out. It was pretty cool! I got do whatever I wanted for about 3 hours.
My favorite part of my day would have to be when my boyfriend came and brought me lunch. I got a taste of grown up life. Life with him.
If you had asked me 2 years ago if I wanted to get married or fall in love I couldn't have given you an honest answer. I was scared. I was unsure. I was lost.
So many events in my life, both chosen by me and not, have given me all the reason in the world to disregard love forever, completely and totally.
But it is true when they say that you meet that person and you know. Every doubt, every worry and every fear slowly goes away and it is just you and the person you love most in this world standing together to start I life. So as I stand here with him, my beloved, my chosen love, I am happy and complete.
I love love!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Never fear growing old; there are many who have never had the privilege


Today as I was breaking down boxes and sweeping up dirt at my after school job I wanted nothing more than to grow up. I appreciate my job and the money I make doing what I do; however, the path I hope to travel down doesn't include endless piles of boxes or 200 pounds of toner. What I am hoping to see within the next few years is a home of my own, decorated by me, chosen by me. I want to make enough money to stand on my own and more than anything actually support myself.
It's funny, my brother's biggest worry is to grow up. So why is it that I want to be grown up and on my own?

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Groovin' on a Sunday Afternoon

So, it is Sunday.
I wish it was Saturday. I love having days where I have nothing to do but sit and do nothing. Or nights when I know I do not have to wake up early the next day so I can do whatever I want and stay out however late I want.

But today it looks like I am going to be doing homework all day. I don't care what you have heard but college is hard.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Starting it out, let's see if this lasts.

So, everywhere you turn on your tv you hear, "such and such wrote in their blog that...." or "Mrs. Smith confirmed in her blog that she IS indeed dating a woman." or whatever. Not that I believe anyone except my wonderful boyfriend (hi baby!) or my mom (love you!) will ever read this, I feel like this blog will be an easy way to put my thoughts out there, post cute stuff and feel like I am a part of something. Don't get me wrong, I am a part of a wonderful family whom means the world to me and I am a part of a very wonderful and serious relationship that I cherish so much, yet I feel sometimes as if I need something like this to put my thoughts down, and hopefully I will be able to read other people's blogs and leave comments or whatever you do on sites like this...

I might be at the wrong spot considering that fact I want people to read this blog and I want to have in-depth conversations over this thing, I want controversy and I want someone to tell me my opinions posted in this blog are wrong and I want a straight up debate!!! Haha, yeah right...

Maybe I won't ever get a comment on this site, perhaps no one will even read this thing. Yet, getting my thoughts out into this blog will most likely satisfy my need of a blog/journal/diary!

Just FYI:
Things I am interested in and would love to discuss on here:
President Obama, Pandas, Environmental Issues, Romance, Movies, Music, Photography, Scrapbooking, Charities, and Religion. Or anything, really.
(Like it matters!)

Later.